Two whole months have gone past since I made my last post. The Perrin Technique must be doing something because it wiped out July and August for me. I have done absolutly nothing until the last two weeks. I have felt completly out of it and not really connected to anything, in fact I can't quite believe so much time has gone by.
The appointments have not got easier, I still don't like them and they do make me really quite emotional afterwards but I can cope with them. I have had only a few as he was away and then I was just recently but most of the time I have been in bed or been watching television. In fact I have got quite sick of it and was bored silly.
It didn't help that I had a complete hissy fit when Mummy decided I had been ill for quite long enough and decided the only way I was going to get better, for some reason, was to drag me out of bed physically. She does this everytime I am ill for a certain number of weeks and it has nver worked and just make both of us extremly upset. This time I refused to take any pills and only took them once she promised not to do it again, I said that if she did I would stop all treatment. At the time it was perfectly logical - she is the one who want me to do this Technique and take the pills but of course now I see it is cutting off my nose to spite my face. Although I don't like it, it should help and that is the main thing.
Anyway that blow up caused a bit of egg shell walking for a bit as we both said things we shouldn't have but we recovered, and have four weeks later started saying 'I love you' to each other again. For some reason it is always the last thing to come back.
After that Perrin guy went easy on me for two sessions and I started to feel better, this was so I could manage to go to France. I did manage and flew most of the week. I felt really well, I swam twice everyday, we went to a market everyday and played ping pong and cards until quite late at night. I also had a rest every day but I didn't sleep well due to a creaky radiator and a different mattress but that didn't seem to affect me. This week has been amazing.
Since we have got back I have got up early and bycicled, then run and walked up and down my drive with our hound puppy before breakfast. I have also managed to go into Oxford twice, get to the library, sort out a projection for an auction, tidy my shed and room and drive, once a lesson and the rest with Mummy. This has been the best week this year.
Unfortunately I do have to go on Monday and have an appointment, but it will be interesting see my reaction to it, hopefully I will recover after half a week so I get a few days.
The only thing is I don't know whether the reaction is because of the treatment or the fact that he went easy for two weeks then I had two weeks off plus a holiday which always helps!
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