Floating calm

I had an appointment again yesterday and although I didn't like the actual thing, I really tried to be jolly and happy with the guy, though it is a bit difficult. However today I feel pretty good, I got up, a bit later than normal I admit but you can't have everything! I also managed to go bicycling! Not that far but beyond the drive and out onto the road. It was such a thrill do be able to do it when I was really expecting to be in bed all day today.

I haven't done much, I have been doing a latch-hook rug which is really relaxing, in front of several episodes of Law & Order SVU and UK. I had a stack to watch since I recorded them when I went away. Tonight I am hopefully going out for an early supper with my parents and older sister so off to have a rest after this. But I feel all spaced out and just really calm, I was on such a high after Saturday. I don't get to do something like that very often (go out I mean, not attend a munch!) and I was get so excited just remembering it and the fact I had fun. I tend to have to live off those memories for months sometimes so I try and get as much out of them as possible.

Anyway so I was on high from Saturday all Sunday and then Monday I was nervous about the treament and then rather emotional and tired afterwards. Today just everything seems to waft over me, all sort of happy floating. Very nice feeling, I am compus mentus, not totaly functing on top form mentally and physically but up and about. As I said floating! lol I sound like I am on drugs - I promise I'm not!